Saturday, February 13, 2010

Hey boy. Chin up. The sun is still there, he's just masturbating in the shower and all we get to see is the curtain.

put a snap in your walk

meche:
(fargo accent) i think you might need to go to rehab timothy. we wanted you to be a doctor, and now you're just painting naked women and getting high off the fumes. you might go to HELL timothy!!! why don't you come to church anymore?

tim: YARLGH IM NOT AINT NO HETHAN YOUREEALL THE HETHANS HERE AGRHAPPSSSS
(passes out on stoop while fleeing)


Tim:
what a romantic sentiment
yes
DAMBIT
never hear it

Nicole:
DAMBIT
i LOVE IT


my occipital lobe is in distress

baseball bat, jail, church, walk around neighborhood and apologize to those of whom I threatened.

my dreams continually beat reality. waking up is the saddest part of my day.

pig on a spit

the dome has taught me this:
you are everything. everything passes through you. you get everything. not just one of the two things that make up this universe, but both. you are not alone, and yet divided in your body you are separated from the rest. he is all around you. you are him. remember this. even if you die, you are still what you were. everything.
be good to all, for they are you.
be true to yourself, and therefore all.
do what feels right, because it probably is.
even if its wrong, you'll find out when you do it. then you can repair. both sides!


someone unexpected opened up part of me I needed
has the keys I lost to my car from 1967


do you know where you're minds been? over the last how many months? everywhere but here.



'Oh, dolphins, lazy stoners of the sea'
?

to andy:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYmIu_njso4
'I'm may be cuckoo whacked crazy, but I'm pretty and witty to boot. that counts for somethin, right?'
...shit. i can't not write it now. there's a whole fucking scenario that goes with what i just said. it involves los vegas at night, a questionable busty woman dressed like a confident hooker and a big, dumb casino security guard. most likely I, the prostitute, am trying to distract security, from you, the guy who… befriended a hooker? Needs cash? sneakily acquiring the means to reach 5 lots of money. for some reason i see you reaching under a table awkwardly on your back for something and hiding from people above it. I have no fucking idea, don't ask me. this happened in my mind within seconds after writing that bubble headed blonde comment. yours truly.

to javier:
'you're in smarttown.'


COOLEST IN THIS NOOK OF THE ORB.


what are the possibilities of happiness out in the world that you haven't even encountered yet? there are many many possibilities. -grandpa hockey


take me with you
understand
i'd run to hell
quick by your hand


Preston and Meche figure this:
everyone pays their own price for their level of vitality
what's inside of you, what you have to work for, the stuff that hurts, thats how you pay
always figured that anxiety and depression were just the same beast bellow sea level
maybe they are just deep (sea) lovers always working together
depression and anxiety
happy in their own right
anxiety is the woman with brown long hair who is nude and thin like a 70s painting and depression is the blackness blob she lays entwined with on the bottom of the ocean watching everything around them



me:
the white haired albino dude in the tornados video gives me the funny bone chills
forrest:
he used his shotgun to shoot his landlady and then shot himself in the forehead



he is a planet in my solar system of lovers that is spinning away.

that, is what we call heartburn.



Saint James, or something:
6 adolescent boys, all wearing slacks, nice shoes, red ties collared shirts and suit jackets. One is taller than the rest, attractive and dirty blonde. There is one Indian boy, one who is stout with glasses and short black greasy hair. All the other boys blend in. One short, Indian, black haired, ugly, frumpy short unattractive woman with a large nose and think red lipstick and eye makeup on which they follow all in line for sandwiches into the Corner Bakery.
The tall one told me when he stepped away from that bitch he follows, I asked him: ‘we are going to a national senate debate thing, to emulate the senate and debate’ or something.


Nicole(me)
you're so evil, I love you.
Hieronymus (javier)
I pride my self on my villainy, its all a man really has you know.



are you gunna keep me alive now?

this is one of my favorite parts of life. sometimes, the goo a vagina excretes while sexually aroused is very very much like the goo a snail leaves behind on it's trail. this is my favorite part of the day.


(to rowaboatland)
hey boy
chin up
the sun is still there he's just masturbating in the shower and all we get is a curtain.


when i carry my laundry from my room to the machine and back i feel like i have a small animal or person I have to mother strapped to my body and it makes me feel silly and funny because this weird little shape and me have to walk around looking ridiculous and i LIKE it.

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