almonds, eating an entire life sustaining growth kit

chicago life. we all have pets that are space heaters and they follow us everywhere

fuck YOOOOUuu! I can say whaddeye want ta WHOOOoo!

my hair is growing long, thick, soft, rich, natural, it's growing for you

my mind is a broken pinball machine a rickety wind up car a galloping three legged steed

ritual through repetition, art, knitting
and almonds, eating an entire life sustaining growth kit
- anneli says these things


my memory is completely shot. like a dog, a dead, hole filled, fucking dog.

I had a dream where everything I needed was found. and then I woke up. many mornings this happens. this is why I sleep so much.

there's to many words in this, simpler

I feel guilty for most everything i do unless I'm with other people

banging drums

i'm trying to do it

can't you just be with me all the time, follow me like aku aku or the little green firefly, tinker bell and loyal dogs, sidekicks and advisors

to build one of you with a heart i truly strive

I am not called upon, I am not texted so, I do not have a follower and I should not have a soul